The Tug of War Expands

I am still quite new to all this blogging stuff. As I began this blog, I noticed in the column at the left the word “Comments” follow by the number 19 in a red circle. I looked it up and it turns out that the first blog I ever posted, dated June 20, 2016 and entitled Writing & Music: A Tug of War has 19 comments. What I don’t understand is why none of the 14 posts that follow it have any comments at all. I wonder if perhaps I must “enable” comments on each individual blog. Perhaps someone was helping with that first blog but were never around after that to help me. One day soon I will look into the “comment” dilemma.

Today has been a tough day for me in that I realized I was in and even more complex Tug of War than noted in my first blog. As my most recent two blogs will demonstrate, “art” has been added to writing and music, so it is now a three-way tug of war. I wonder how that would work in reality; three ropes tied together at one point and creating three equal angles with three persons or groups pulling in their own direction. Sounds interesting.

And I was considering the fascinating, though now seriously challenging, idea of the 10,000-hours of “deliberate practice” suggestion proposed by Malcolm Gladwell; that that many hours was needed to be invested in order to become exceptionally proficient at anything worthwhile. If I divide my time equally, for example, between writing, music, and art, will I end up being a jack of all trades (and master of none)? If I were to give one or (heaven forbid) two, which would I give up? Should it be the latest one added–art–the one with the least time investment thus far? Isn’t it interesting that art, the one most recently added for development, is the one I have added to the previous two posts in the form visual media?

I took care of that, didn’t I? I also like to cook. My favorite things to invent and cook are desserts and soups. I am seriously considering taking time off from everything artsy and putting together a cookbook. Yum!

I stopped what I was doing a week ago last Wednesday, whipped up these brownies, took the picture, set up a mock-page with ingredients and steps to prepare, and two days later met with  a book printer to see about the cost of printing a nice 120-page cookbook. Actually, the cost per book for a run of 100 books was pretty much in line with what such a book would sell for at a book store. As fun as it sounds, it is in reality just one more thing pulling me away from the other two, in this case art and music.

About 35 years ago, at a time in my life that I found quite confusing, I went in search of a therapist in hopes of coming to a greater understand of the origins of my many struggles. She had met with other members of my family, so she understood the dynamics of my family. She was the first to point out to me that I had some of each of the talents exhibited by other members of my family. It was an intriguing idea at the time, but today with the three-way tog of war thought in my mind, I am wondering if that situation could best be described as a mixed blessing. Where do I go from here? My art teacher and my fellow students think I should keep going in art, despite many of them having read my books and loving them.

The Artist and the Drive to Create

Have you ever had one of those days when you wonder what it’s all about? I remember once hearing a “fanatic” defined as one who increases his speed after losing track of his goal. That’s not exactly how I feel today. It’s more as though I keep plugging along despite not experiencing the results which seem would be the primary drive that would keep me going.

I felt the drive about eleven years ago to get my first idea for a book developed and into print. I accomplished that in 2008. Then I got busy on the next and the next books. Now I have six books in print and three piano sheet-music books that I co-composed. And yet, sales are miserably low. Although I knew all along I needed to do something about marketing, I failed to find out just what that was. One friend told me I needed to blog consistently. Another friend said I needed to offer time-limited free email editions of my books. Long before all this advice I was informed and assured that no traditional publisher would lift a finger to market any book I might produce, unless through my own efforts I generated lots of interest and significant sales.

An artist (writing, music, painting) is not necessarily proficient at marketing. In fact, an artist might either have no knack for such things or worse yet have no interest in such things. Hence, the rise of the term “starving artist.” I have a close friend who writes prolifically and beautifully, and yet has little interest in learning the nuts and bolts of marketing. I don’t blame her. It doesn’t come naturally to me either.

And yet there is so much drive inherent in being able to create something, whether it is a book, a piano composition, or a painting, that no one else has or ever will produce that keeps artists all over the world pressing forward. I guess all artists wish we could be the modern day equivalent of a Shakespeare, Rembrandt, Beethoven, a J.K.Rowling, Picasso, John Williams.

And, though I might sound discouraged, the fact that I can create is worth all the “quiet before the storm” (satisfying numbers of sales).

I am going to attach another painting, as much to make sure I can remember how to do it, as to “show off” a little. Please indulge me.

Obviously, I couldn’t find another painting, so I am including a pencil drawing I did some 15 years ago.

Never Let a Dream Slip Away.

It’s been a year and a half since I last posted a blog. I admit I am not sure why a persons blogs in the first place. I graduated from college in 1973 with a degree in engineering. My senior year I did all my math with a 4-function calculator that cost me over $100. The year before that it was all slide rules. You probably don’t even know what one of those is.

But here I am 45 years later, retired, and trying to fulfill exciting, creative dreams I had when I was much younger and crunching numbers all day for a living. I now write books; six in print and more on the way. I compose for piano; co-composed three a few years ago and will have at least one with just my own compositions to be released later this year. And just a few months ago I took up watercolor. I have a natural knack for the arts, I guess, because my first few paintings looked pretty good.

So, why am I writing about all this? I’m not sure. The only reason I can come up with is to encourage others to follow their dreams–to believe in themselves–never give up trying–if for no other reason than this–to share your talents (the results of which no one else will ever have) with others–to bring joy to your fellow members of the human family.

Another accomplishment: I had no idea how to include one of my latest paintings into this post. I used to have a friend who helped me with this sort of technological stuff, but he moved away. But, how about that. I actually figured out how to get a photo of my painting into my iPhone, through the charging cable, into my Mac, and into this post. I’m feeling good about the advice I offered in the above paragraph–never give up!

The Procrastinating Author

Perhaps you have a problem similar to one I have. I have so much on my plate that I can actually forget within a few days some sincere commitment I have made. I should have the fourth book in my Millerville Mystery series done by now. But it isn’t.

I did read through the first three or four chapters and could have moved on, but I began to wonder if I had begun the book at the right place. The first time I began the book I was about 60 pages into it before I realized all I had accomplish was to write 60 pages of back story. It was interesting and I enjoyed what those pages had covered, but it was just backstory; nothing more!

And then, once again, I moved on with other things that were screaming at me.

I now have a new set of things making up my writing priorities. I made a new list of books to complete and get into print. Rather than move on with this Millerville Mystery series in an effort to get the series moving forward again (recommended to book marketing experts–the more books that are in print in a series, the sooner Amazon will promote the books–all on their own) which would be good, I am going to put my efforts into the books I am convinced will bring in the most money, the soonest.

Now that that is settled, I will work on the first of those books.

An interesting even took place yesterday. I have been asked to help build a(eventually) quite lucrative business. It has nothing to do with writing, music, or illustrating. But I believe in the concept. It will cost me nothing but time to be a part of it.

All of a sudden I have a totally different attitude about books, music, etc. I can now explore them without the pressure of being totally productive and making money. I can follow these activities out of prospects of fun and enjoyment.

We’ll see.

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Great Book Idea? Act Now!

When I was in junior high school, I liked to draw my own cars. I remember well when the latest model Plymouth came out and it resembled one of mine. I didn’t grasp what that meant until years later.

Then I developed an interest in writing my own melodies. I hadn’t thought about one melody in particular that I wrote many, many years ago until about two o’clock this morning. I even puzzled over whether or not I could recall the melody. What I remembered most of all was that a few years after I wrote the melody, a song came out with the exact same first two measures. And after those measures our songs were totally different. There was a message there, but I didn’t get it then either.

I have a lot of friends who are authors. Yesterday I was reading the manuscript of a soon-to-be-published book. I mentioned to the author that one of the concepts in it was also used in a very popular movie. The response was that she had had this idea for over twenty years and just now wrote the book.

By now, I was finally getting it. Oh, the first time someone mentioned that once an idea has been verbalized it goes out and belongs to the universe. That put me on my guard and shaped a new philosophy of creativity.

I have had a few block-buster book ideas. One in particular is so good that I have feared since the day I had the idea that someone would beat me to getting in to print.

Immediately I jumped into the first draft and had it done within a few months. Then I got busy on the second draft. A month later I had completed about 75% of this first revision. That was a year and a half ago. I work a little on it once in awhile, now–in between huge blocks of time devoted to music.

I have a book that is virtually finished and another that needs just a little revising. No one will ever come up with the ideas behind these two, so I rationalize that there is no rush to get them into print.

But it really isn’t okay, is it? I know I have wasted enough time in the last two years to polish off all three of these books, get the covers designed, and into print. So, as of this morning I am going to waste less time and finish all three of these books–by the end of 2016!

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Books, Music, & Art

Three weeks ago I posted a blog dealing with the “tug of war” I experience every day between writing books and playing piano. By now I would have thought it would settle into a balanced routine. But it hasn’t. It’s still a tug of war.

It’s strange to know what I really want to do most: for me that is composing music and learning to play it well. And yet, writing books has had a twenty year head start. In that twenty or so years, I have compiled into a three-ring binder the ideas for about 80 books. The binder only includes the books I am confident are marketable. For each of these I took time to enter a working title, the basic plot, and perhaps a few of the main characters.

But then along came the idea Bill (my http://pianos5th.com partner) and I share of a website especially designed to aid the aspiring composer of piano music. It is built to assist any composer, for that matter, along a path leading to proficiency in piano composition.

Oh, I know, it is not possible to “make” a great composer. If it were I would begin with myself. But I do find great satisfaction in “cranking” out a pleasing piece of music–even if it pleases no one but me.

I have never studied the life of Vincent van Gogh, but I have allowed myself a few free-thoughts about him. I have never been very impressed with his paintings, especially if they are compared to artistic works by the greats: Rembrandt, Rubens, Leonardo da Vinci, etc. Yet over the years I have developed an appreciation for van Gogh’s paintings, but I have not been able to shake the thought that he might have wanted to paint more like Michelangelo, for example.

I wish I could compose and perform like Mozart of Chopin, but I am gradually becoming comfortable with what skills I have and with those I have been developing.

So, then there is writing. I know I am not the world’s greatest author–far from it. But I can write. And I do have something to say. I can come up with compelling plots and interesting characters. I have even begun a series entitled The Millville Mysteries. I have written the first three books, am three or four chapters in the fourth book, and have ideas for the next two or three. I would really like to be working on them right now. There are book series’ that I love to read, over and over. And I realize these authors must have been under some kind of deadline so that they would produce one book per year. I could have done too if I hadn’t taken this side route of composing for piano.

As a matter of fact, I have two other series I have begun, each with a first book. When will I ever get back to them?

Well, I will keep working on this balance thing. I would really like to feel fulfilled with both writing books and composing piano music. Until then, I will try to avoid thinking too much about illustrating.

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My Younger Sister, Connie: the Writer

When I first decided to spotlight my older sister, June, I intended later on to spotlight my younger sister, Connie. But as I sat down to write this blog, I realized that you can get to know Connie and her accomplishments easiest by simply clicking on http://connieawalker.com and the click on ABOUT. I hope you take the time to get acquainted with her. Her books are incredible–much better than mine, but then, we write for different audiences.

What I do want to share with you is the influence Connie has had on my writing.

My older sister, June, died in an automobile accident in 1966. At that time, I had no idea that my younger sister, Connie, was also a writer. Nor did I know of all she had accomplished as such.

It was nine years later that I had my first book idea, which eventually was published as Tivoli’s Christmas. If it hadn’t have been for Connie taking a writing course in 1989 I believe I would never written a book at all. And once I was taking this same correspondence course, had it not been changed to allow for the writing of a short children’s book, I still would not have ended up in print.

And then there are the four other books I wrote, which are in print. And then again, there are the books I’ve written, or just started which would never have begun, had it not been for observing Connie’s drive to write.

Connie has always encouraged me in my writing endeavors. In fact, one of the books I hope to get into print within the next several months is a book she told me she would pay $20 for the first copy.

She has also proofread and edited each of my books, and as a result my books are much better than they otherwise would be.

So, I say thank you to Connie for helping make so many of my dreams come true.

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There’s More to Writing than Fiction

My first training as a writer came by means of a correspondence course. I remember back then, almost thirty years ago, that I also read dozens of books covering a myriad of writing topics. Of the many concepts presented in these books was this: choose a genre and stick with it. And there were many good reasons to do so.

  • Those readers who like your books will look forward to the next one, which should become available in about one year.
  • It takes about a year to go from plot idea to finished product.
  • Each book in a second series would also need to be published yearly. Thus, you would need to be completing a new book for one or the other series each six months.
  • You can see the complications of starting a third series. You would work yourself half to death.

Things are quite different today. I know of at least one author who is putting out a completed book every six weeks. How does he do this? Well, I don’t know, but I can guess:

  • He probably writes like crazy for a few weeks.
  • Then he turns his current draft over to an editor who tweaks the plot, flushes out characters, checks for continuity, etc. and then returns his/her final draft to the author who does his final check.
  • One more check by the editor and the book is turned over to someone who formats the book for paperback and ebooks.
  • Submitting a manuscript and book cover is a piece of cake from here.

My first book was a fantasy written for young children. My next three books were mysteries for early readers. (By this time I realized the power of a series as far as maximizing sales.) My fifth book was science fiction and was written for young adults and adults. My sixth book (I will get back to it when I have piano performance and composing under control) is a non-fiction reference book. My seventh book is the first in a trilogy and is fantasy geared for early readers. My eighth book will be the fourth mystery in the early reader series I mentioned above. And my ninth book is one of two that deals with betting a book published.

And in the past year, I have co-composed three 100+ page books of piano music.

There seems to be a place for it all, especially with the power of publishing via print-on-demand and marketing by means of the internet.

What a great time to be a writer.

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How Quickly Things Change

Just a little over two weeks ago, I made a firm commitment to post a blog on this website each Monday, Wednesday, and Friday. (I would then post a blog on http://pianos5th.com each Tuesday, Thursday, and Saturday.)

And for two weeks I did just that. But today, things changed, as seems to happen all too often in my life. Actually, the change began last Saturday when I was Googling and checking out YouTube videos about blogging. I found a great video that got me all excited about using blogs to find followers, subscribers, and ultimately customers.

Then I had to realize that what I wanted to sell (my books) is no longer ready to be sold.

It happened this way. I wrote a book entitled Tivoli’s Christmas back in the late 1980s. I sent it out to lots of publishers but only received standard, pre-printed rejection notices. Then, in 2007, a friend of mine decided to start his own independent publishing company. For his first project, he published Tivoli’s Christmas. It came out in 2008. Then, for 2009 and 2010 he published The Mystery of the Grinning Buddha and The Mystery of the Ugly Bottle, respectively.

It was really exciting – except for one thing. I soon learned that it was my responsibility to market my own books. Barnes & Noble and Borders wouldn’t carry it. They only carried books distributed by Baker and Taylor or Ingrams. A few local bookstores did carry them on consignment, but they had no apparent motivation to move them. Eventually I gave up on them and retrieved the books I had placed. In the end, I marketed my books to my friends and family.

Several years later, my publisher friend concluded that even after publishing around 20 books he still had not figured out how to make money as an independent publisher. He stopped publishing and broke his ties with Amazon as far as carrying my books.

Meanwhile, another friend of mine helped me publish my first three books as Kindle books. Two more books and I now have five books available through Kindle. But, my paperback versions of my first four books are not available as paperbacks. My fifth book is.

So, I am going to stop blogging three times a week and put that time, plus lots more, into re-editing all five books and making sure they are available as paperback books through Amazon and others.

It doesn’t make sense for me to search out followers. subscribers, and customers when the products I want to have available are not – available.

From time to time I will publish a post, if for no other reason than to let anyone who finds my website know what is going on at my end of things.

Beforehand, thanks for your patience.

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An Unusual Way to Write a Book

Okay! I admit it! I was not trained to write a book any more so than I was trained to compose a piece of music.

I remember once addressing a group of aspiring writers. In retrospect, I should have left explaining the process of writing a book to better trained writers, but then, I was president of a local book-writing club and I was seen as being somewhat of an expert in book writing. Well, the following ideas came from–well, frankly, I don’t know where. But, it went like this.

“It is quite simple to write a book. Here are the steps you need to take:

  1. Come up with and idea.
  2. Develop it into a plot.
  3. Define your protagonist.
  4. Define your antagonist.
  5. Set up a situation of conflict.
  6. Place some of your characters in it.
  7. And they will write the book for you.”

I actually believed it, since that was precisely how I had written my first five books. It turns out that I am an anomaly, which is a formal way of saying I am an oddity.

The writer who informed me that my approach to writing a book was on the unusual side explained to me, and those who had been listening to me in a bewildered way, that generally an author first conceives of a powerful plot. Also, several subplots may be planned.

In addition to the antagonist and protagonist, several minor characters are planned and defined. In depth descriptions of each character are determined: height, weight, body build, hair and eye color, for example. Then there are personality characteristics, emotional quirks, psychological limitations, physical weaknesses and strengths, etc. There are hobbies, likes and dislikes, food and drink preferences, etc.

There are family and friend relationships, educational backgrounds,site locations, etc.

And I might add, etc., etc., and etc. The above is by no means and exhaustive  list.

Then there is the generation of chapter outlines, etc.

I have tried to prepare to write a book through the use of the just mentioned approach. It did not work for me. So, for now, I will continue to write the way I did at first. It works for me. And, what is most important is that you find what works best for you.

And I have a little confession to make. The last two books I wrote, in addition to the first draft, took over thirty revisions. That’s a lot. I have a hunch if I could organize my books prior to the beginning of writing, I just might reduce the number or revisions.

But on the other hand, I’m not quite sure.

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